connection*

for all the unworthy existence, and what is worth. people always always always say that whatever that happens, happen for a reason. but what if what happens is man-made? does it fall into the same quote about having a reason? i would rather believe otherwise, if the results or consequence of things is either made with conscience or is knowingly shown in every way possible. the quote doesnt apply, if things does not happen unexpectedly.


i read this somewhere and i thought how sometimes people do think alike, and how much parting from our dear ones hurt us emotionally deep inside. if you have felt that way, or anything similar and if it is driving you insane, then you have been in love, like i am. like i do. and still am.

...by day or night,
in weal or woe,
the heart, no longer free,
must bear the love it cannot show,
and silent ache for thee.

--George Gordon

what if everything is made up? i have a lot of what ifs that needs to be answered. time will tell, maybe. but time doesnt heal everything. time just make things fade and turn things sour, if not bitter in the end. depending on time does not give me security, or even a simple answer.


time kills, not heal. agree? i bet you dont. but i do. sigh