the best things

..you're all that i hoped id find in every single way
and everything i could give is everything you couldn't take
cause nothing feels like home,
you're a thousand miles away
and the hardest part of living
is just taking breaths to stay

-- mayday parade

i have to start finding the root of this problem i feel i have before i run out of things to have a decent conversation about. perhaps i am just frustrated with my career. perhaps i have come back to reality. perhaps, perhaps, it is just me...


the best things, of being me--i should find out, again.