this title is a message i got from a fortune cookie that came with chinese food delivery.
i am a thinker.
not rocket-science stuff; but i think and then over-think about literally everything on my mind and everything i see and do, even before doing and also after the deed is done. for me everything is a mess, and i just had to jumble them up nicely and rethink/rearrange them in my head.
i think of the past, a lot, which is not actually a positive thing but it gets me going and encourages me to NOT repeat some those awful things. i think of things that has not happened yet, NOT as a psychic or trying to be one - but this mind has a will of its own which depresses me so much i wish i could be separated with it at times so that i can actually have my own peace of mind.
that said, we would all be much less fragile if we are made of metal and our hearts from iron and our minds from steel. all of the same element, but not robust!
i am a thinker.
not rocket-science stuff; but i think and then over-think about literally everything on my mind and everything i see and do, even before doing and also after the deed is done. for me everything is a mess, and i just had to jumble them up nicely and rethink/rearrange them in my head.
i think of the past, a lot, which is not actually a positive thing but it gets me going and encourages me to NOT repeat some those awful things. i think of things that has not happened yet, NOT as a psychic or trying to be one - but this mind has a will of its own which depresses me so much i wish i could be separated with it at times so that i can actually have my own peace of mind.
that said, we would all be much less fragile if we are made of metal and our hearts from iron and our minds from steel. all of the same element, but not robust!
