June 16, 2010

unforgiving woes


i think i need to fall in love again. all over again. you know, go back to just being friends, flirting and batting my eyes and all those body language games, instead of fighting and sighing and painful goodbyes. i think i need to hear i like you instead of i love you, that comes right from the heart. i wanna have butterflies in the pit of my stomach. just to feel, again...

i wanna have that unexplainable want-to-see-you-everyday-to-spend-every-minute-of-my-existence-with-you. because lately, just lately it is like i wanna keep to myself, i have been wanting my space. and i dont know what it is but it is like i need another new first kiss. then maybe we just need some time off, to miss and reminisce on all that it means to be us. and maybe that is not a bad thing, i think it will actually be just right to just give up this one time and later return to the fight…

1 comment:

  1. Love isn't supposed to get old. It's supposed to get better with time. Passion (in this regard), however, fades. At the end of the day, what truly matters is having someone you know will always be there for you because he loves you. And although the passion is not there anymore, he'll always find ways to show you he loves you.

    When you're in a relationship, you're supposed to be a unit. You're half of what you should be and only when you're with your significant other, you are whole. Or at least, feel whole.

    That, is love.

    Maybe you're just going through a phase, or maybe you expect too much or maybe the love was never really there to begin with.

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