believe me. it is only just the surface you see

if u were going to see someone for the last time,

would you want to know it is going to be the last time or not?

if it was for me to say, i would want to know if it was the last. i hold back a lot sometimes, and it is good to at least know what i am to face and just say or do whatever i wouldnt be doing if it was to be just an ordinary meeting. i reckon i am a very expressive person and i do appreciate intimacy and physical connection and things like that, but at times i might not be able to voice out certain things or do certain things. it would come as a huge regret for me to not be able to convey those if i missed the only chance to do so just because i didnt know what is to expect.

having said that, i dont know what would really happen if it truly happens someday. maybe it might not be like what i just mentioned earlier on.


what about you, if posed with such question as above?