i was thinking about how things used to be so easy, then it dawned on me that they were never meant to be easy; but difficulties were being suppressed all along. does it make any sense to you? no? well, then too bad. just like celebrities being overshadowed by fame and attention, some people are showered by too much affection and care. it was the overprotective measures that sometimes suffocate oneself, instead of the growing with love. being overly-loved is sometimes breaking one's character, which i find very pitiful.
some people do live in non-fancy-schmanchy environment where all things come together without any over-the-top loving gestures. and some are pampered with the said actions, and cannot take a 'no' for anything. how big is the difference, actually?
everyday, we see people. different types of people, all around us. but have we really thought about how similar yet different their life is compared to ours? what i thought about when i am all alone in a crowd is that i am so much better than some people but in the same time i am so much worse also. okay, let me get this straight in better sentences. hmm, i guess that some times i just dont realize all the good things that i have in me without actually seeing others who have so much less and being in situations so much worse than me. of course, nobody would have wanted to live in anything less than another, which provokes competitions and random fights for every single thing arguable on the planet. envy-causing things makes way for radical injustice everywhere, and breaks away closeness but create gaps in society. i guess having less isnt so bad as to fighting and being an unknown monster to get what i want. maybe, i am meant to be so much less intelligent. or maybe very very very out of place because im not glamorous, or filthy rich, or drop-dead-gorgeous to fit into some kind of very formidable group of people.
ahh, it happens or not it is not for me to decide. but one thing for sure, i am left to being myself; because everybody else is taken.
:) life is, this much easier.....
some people do live in non-fancy-schmanchy environment where all things come together without any over-the-top loving gestures. and some are pampered with the said actions, and cannot take a 'no' for anything. how big is the difference, actually?
everyday, we see people. different types of people, all around us. but have we really thought about how similar yet different their life is compared to ours? what i thought about when i am all alone in a crowd is that i am so much better than some people but in the same time i am so much worse also. okay, let me get this straight in better sentences. hmm, i guess that some times i just dont realize all the good things that i have in me without actually seeing others who have so much less and being in situations so much worse than me. of course, nobody would have wanted to live in anything less than another, which provokes competitions and random fights for every single thing arguable on the planet. envy-causing things makes way for radical injustice everywhere, and breaks away closeness but create gaps in society. i guess having less isnt so bad as to fighting and being an unknown monster to get what i want. maybe, i am meant to be so much less intelligent. or maybe very very very out of place because im not glamorous, or filthy rich, or drop-dead-gorgeous to fit into some kind of very formidable group of people.
ahh, it happens or not it is not for me to decide. but one thing for sure, i am left to being myself; because everybody else is taken.
:) life is, this much easier.....
apa ko mengarut dlm blog kau ni, elaine...kih kih kih
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ReplyDeletei have the same opinion too...
nobody likes what they got.
sad storyboard~
lol, mengarut pun there's something thr also ;) depends on how you inteprete it guys...
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