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...i really dont know what i want at this point of my life. well, not really like no idea at all, but i just have this very very vague images and things all over my heart and mind that i dont know which one to want and need anymore. there is really such thing as unsettled decisions. i would have loved to think that i dont have that problem, but that would mean literally lying to myself and making things go by without even blinking an eye. *crap*


there are too many hopes and dreams, wants and greed that i possess and am unable to fathom up until now. maybe some is realized materially, today, but the others still remained unknown.



i need enlightenment. i need clarity. i need to breathe. we all need to!


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