smell the air

simple things are the most valuable
and
only wise people appreciate them
-- Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

when you are unhappy, i guess everything in the world -- be it reading, eating, sleeping etc has something buried somewhere inside it that just makes you all the more unhappier. there used to be people, things that tries hard to make me happy every day. now it is me trying to make myself happy living in my own flesh&bones. sometimes i think too much, yes, but not thinking makes me even more blue then i have always been.

at least, when i think, i could make up stories in my head that tries to stop myself from seeing&believing in negativity.