when things isnt as it seems

when the butterflies start to actually hurt. smiling so big your cheeks get sore. laughing so hard your stomach aches. this is the sweetest kind of pain. i guess i needed to be reminded that not all pain is bad. not all pain has to come with tears in your eyes. remember huney, you gave me all these (: i need you as much as you need me. always.

guess you should know.by me being silent doesnt mean discreet agreement; to the things you have done, whether its right or wrong. i have been through all sorts of obstacles in life, but none has dragged this long. it seems like a drama with 365 episodes; feels like it never ends, and it keeps going on and on, scene after scene,whether i would like it or not.

right now i feel like everything that i do is wrong. i cant do anything right, when i know i am still bugged up with all these emotional turmoil within. and whenever i think i made the right decision, i always end up hurting people. cherish every single moment you spend with the ones you love, because someday they will leave you and you will wish you had spent more time with them when you had the chance.

darling, you were the one person i didnt want to become a stranger in my life, and now it seems like as days go by, the more we become strangers to one another...just stating the obvious.