...i just need something to happen. a sign that things are going to change. i need a reason to go on. i need some hope. and in the absence of hope, i need to stay in bed, and feel like i might die tonight.
You sound like your life is stuck in neutral. Don't die yet as that privilege is reserved for the good. And you know not what the morrow brings. Hang tight, as all you are waiting for may just be 'round the corner.
first off, im gonna have to say thank you for going through my blog. especially in posts like this when i pour my frustration in random.
how do you define 'neutral', sir? i wouldnt say that im in between. being in my state of mind, lately i am kind of wanting the opposite to happen. maybe not so much drama in every way. that would probably be the change i need for now.
the dying part is just a figure of speech. im never wishing to be dead, however bad my situation is. not yet, at least. im too stingy to give up my life for death that has literally no meaning to me. (:
It is because this brief post resonated with my own crossroads that I tarried here a spell. Life can get stuck in neutral gear at times: it is that annoying, frustrating and utterly futile moment when your foot has floored the accelerator, you can watch the rpm needle swing to redline, and the scream of the engine is correspondingly audible and yet you don't find your situation lurching forward at an eye-tearing speed. Of course you meant dying in its metaphorical instance. I was merely being as annoying as that slip in the neutral gear :p as I took cognisance of your youth, and stated the obvious in that only the good die young. You rae fine. And fine you will remain.
You sound like your life is stuck in neutral.
ReplyDeleteDon't die yet as that privilege is reserved for the good.
And you know not what the morrow brings. Hang tight, as all you are waiting for may just be 'round the corner.
first off, im gonna have to say thank you for going through my blog. especially in posts like this when i pour my frustration in random.
ReplyDeletehow do you define 'neutral', sir? i wouldnt say that im in between. being in my state of mind, lately i am kind of wanting the opposite to happen. maybe not so much drama in every way. that would probably be the change i need for now.
the dying part is just a figure of speech. im never wishing to be dead, however bad my situation is. not yet, at least. im too stingy to give up my life for death that has literally no meaning to me. (:
cheers!
It is because this brief post resonated with my own crossroads that I tarried here a spell.
ReplyDeleteLife can get stuck in neutral gear at times: it is that annoying, frustrating and utterly futile moment when your foot has floored the accelerator, you can watch the rpm needle swing to redline, and the scream of the engine is correspondingly audible and yet you don't find your situation lurching forward at an eye-tearing speed.
Of course you meant dying in its metaphorical instance. I was merely being as annoying as that slip in the neutral gear :p as I took cognisance of your youth, and stated the obvious in that only the good die young.
You rae fine. And fine you will remain.
i like the way you put your words together! ...and we shall base the newfound 'friendship' on that fond-ness, then? (:
ReplyDeleteDo you indeed?
ReplyDeleteThat's amazing!!
Okay, Laine!! Let's drink to that!! To friendship...and cider of course.
haha.. cheers! (((:
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