what?

what the hell happened this year? so many things came&gone. so many things i gained&lost. 

just so you know, you are taking me apart like a bad glue on a get well card. you will always be my shadow, a levy, all that's strong and steady. i know i could always count on you, but those are not what i could decide anymore. i am still impress at how well you kept time, it never truly left...and they say high school stuff were never serious and might not even exist. they know they are bluffing. 

somehow these are the things that made me believe that there are real love and real relations that stands the test of time and elements. it could never go wrong if you feel it in your heart. i believe everybody has sixth sense. we just never truly acknowledge it and put it to good use. our gut feelings, our heartbeats. these are the senses that we never pay enough credit for, and that is why people have regrets that last as long as they live. i could be one of the many too, who knows. yea, you said i know not what i say&do. that i only know that i am fine and happy, and the rest doesnt matter. you know deep inside what i think&feel. you know. i dont have to explain.