good riddance

sometimes you have to get rid of all the bullshit in your life and just focus on the things that make you a better person instead. but what normally happens in a day when you have nothing particular in mind? for me, wanting errands i run to go smoothly and possibly with something better to come up in mind. i would not want to spend time dwelling in negativity but it is inevitable when these tend to turn up in between good times and as much as i do not want them to - they ruin some of better parts of the day. 

for me, i tend to lose focus when sudden change of plan or situation also affect my mood and demeanor. i just want to tell you, that at some point it does not matter who was right and who was wrong at some point, being angry is just like another bad habit, like smoking, and you keep poisoning yourself without even thinking about it.

yes, sometimes life is about risking everything for a dream noone could see but you. but because you are the only one seeing the ideal side of things, everything seems to conspire against you. and that, that is the hard part. not the getting the dream realized that is hard.