vintage love

dear you,

i know that i have not been behaving at my best these past few months, and i know that it has not been the time that we are most fond of. i have not been living in denial, as i thought denial is only something a non-existent person would do. i believe, yes, i believe in that. i believe in facing the truth, going head to head with problem so that it could end or begin then and there. 

well, things have not been smooth for all time. there has been hiccups, things that has been skipped, moments that has been lost or found again. but when i see you, the world stops. it stops, and all that exists for me is you and my eyes staring at you. there is nothing else, literally. no noise, no other people, no thoughts or worries, no yesterday, no tomorrow. the world just stops, and it is a beautiful place, and there is only you.

i need to remember. remember, that this is now, and now, and now.
i will need to live it, feel it, cling to it.
i want to become acutely aware of all that i have taken for granted.

sincerely,
me.