February 01, 2010

the signs?

is the whistle blowing for me to stop? is the silence a sign for the future? what could be better, this or havoc caused by emotional instability?

i do not know, i do not understand what it is like to really have that warm feeling anymore. people who needs anger management, i get to be with them all the time. well then why do i still have to stay? why does it always happen that i dont get to choose what to do, instead i have remained in silence that it almost breaks me apart. i dont work this way, i am never used to suppressing things. but i had, for nothing. all this, i only get more intoxicated- without a cure.


are they signs that i should just call it quits?


so tell me, what is it? what is the things that blows your mind but at the same time keeps you off guard and all that? i would love to know...



Mondays are the worst. today is.

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