hopeful*

i just found out that fidgeting is good actually. i know that is irrelevant from the title i posted, but this is what i actually wanted to say;

there is always good news and then a bad news follows.

it is always like that, happens to me, and happens around me as well. i wonder why it is that way. is it the balance of nature or is it just that, making us happy then miserable again. what is it for, the good news when in the end some bad news surfaces and that initial good news means nothing more than just a short happiness? or is it only me, always hoping for more, always hard to be pleased with good things that comes my way?


hmm....keeps me wondering why.

but am still hopeful...