sundays actually IS the fine line between weekend and the start of a weekday. it changes mood. it changes the clarity of thoughts some people had during the relaxing weekend to being emotionally disturbed and being worried about work/people/life. sunday makes you think that time passes by just to fast, and lets you ponder about lost time and how to cherish moments. sunday - is all that and more.
my sunday is a day i decide to not do anything significant at all. i dont plan to do anything. i dont want to plan anything, on a sunday. it is totally different with things coming up randomly and we ended up doing it or doing something just because we want/need to do it at that point of time. so, sunday is my unofficial-do-nothing-day.
i wake up late. i deal with whatever personal business i have in the washroom and all that. i look into the mirror at my own face for the longest time that i want to without having to rush for work or whatever planned event like a weekday. i stare at the bright blue sky and pick up a book or the phone or the hairdryer or opens the closet for outfit of the day. i can open the window and the doors and go around the house compound i have grown so accustomed to all my life, that i can walk with my eyes closed without tripping over anything. i just do whatever that comes up to mind. it is that kind of day. it should be that kind of day. a day for yourself, for your family, whatever you make out of it.
sunday, the day before work or school or all the formality the week could be for you&me.
sunday.
so, this is my life. and i am telling you that im both happy and sad and im trying to figure out how that could be. one question that i have been pondering for a bit more than the rest is, will this habit last for a few more weeks or will it ever end? i am still wondering, as of now.
...and then i will get bored and get trapped because that is what happens to me.
hmm...
how do you spend a sunday?
my sunday is a day i decide to not do anything significant at all. i dont plan to do anything. i dont want to plan anything, on a sunday. it is totally different with things coming up randomly and we ended up doing it or doing something just because we want/need to do it at that point of time. so, sunday is my unofficial-do-nothing-day.
i wake up late. i deal with whatever personal business i have in the washroom and all that. i look into the mirror at my own face for the longest time that i want to without having to rush for work or whatever planned event like a weekday. i stare at the bright blue sky and pick up a book or the phone or the hairdryer or opens the closet for outfit of the day. i can open the window and the doors and go around the house compound i have grown so accustomed to all my life, that i can walk with my eyes closed without tripping over anything. i just do whatever that comes up to mind. it is that kind of day. it should be that kind of day. a day for yourself, for your family, whatever you make out of it.
sunday, the day before work or school or all the formality the week could be for you&me.
sunday.
so, this is my life. and i am telling you that im both happy and sad and im trying to figure out how that could be. one question that i have been pondering for a bit more than the rest is, will this habit last for a few more weeks or will it ever end? i am still wondering, as of now.
...and then i will get bored and get trapped because that is what happens to me.
hmm...
how do you spend a sunday?
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