November 23, 2011

anxiety strike

my emotions change so drastically everyday. i could feel on top of the world and then, suddenly, i am numb. seconds from breaking down. it is scary, even to myself.

there is just too many possibilities, and i cannot stop imagining living with each possible ways that i could think of. but it is the thinking and doing part that i dont understand why most of us just dont go with what is on our minds most of the time. why? i cannot even explain to myself, let alone make good with my own head. such a confusing inner conflict.

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