February 23, 2011

another friggin dream

...this time, MY wedding! but i cant even see the groom. and my dad was drinking and laughing like a mad man and not escorting me when i walk the aisle. i cant spot my mother either. what a horrible horrible dream! ): i see people i know, and people i dont know shits about. it was at a church, but somehow market-like. one thing i remembered that was nice about the whole thing was that my wedding gown was gorgeous. at least it is something for me to smile about. sigh. what is it all about? all these dreams with terrible meanings to understand and makes you miserable? i dont wanna imagine the day i fall apart doing something right out of the ordinary and all of a sudden there is fire of hell burning me to death. pfft. it might happen, since everything is so surreal to me nowadays. i am just floating through the days...now.

2 comments:

  1. Phew!!!!
    Finally, someoen used the word 'friggin' instead of the yank 'freakin'.
    Thanks.
    Needed that.

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  2. haha. glad my title made you happy. i am not too fond of the nightmare that i wrote though. (:

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